Avalon

Stiffness

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

I don't know why but I felt terribly stiff and robotic today. I guess it is because of the fact that I did too many stupid things today, so stupid that I don't understand the reasoning behind my actions. Firstly, fully aware that I had not a single lesson for the day, I made the attempt to report for the flag-raising ceremony. Secondly, when Mr Choe saw me today he was like shocked as though he saw me for the first time and he went, "Hey you actually came." I was like giving him the best face I could actually force myself to show.

Thirdly, I actually managed to linger in the LEP room for nearly 6 hours, doing nothing except searching for blogs to read and talking crap. Can you believe the things I do? And many people ask me why I don't want to report late. Well because I don't want (and don't know how) to fake out a parent's letter. Ya simple as that.

Anyway, something to lift my spirits. I think my wish may be coming true!! I was like hoping SHE will release their new album so that they can promote it when I go to Taiwan in December and with the release of their new song, I sure hope I can catch them in Taiwan. Yeah!!! Really looking forward to that trip. And found out that my holiday schedule is fully packed, what with three chalets, the Taiwan trip and carolling, not to mention meetings to plan LEP Orientation 2005 and regular choir practices, whoa, it's going to be my most enriching holidays in my schooling life.

Envoy of the Stars @ 6:41 PM
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