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Wednesday, October 27, 2010

对于很多东西我们常说：说来话长，最后就不说了。

久了，就什么也不说了。

其实，不是话太长，是对象不对。因为我们都知道如果是自己认可的对象，说起话来一点也不长，因为时间是相对的。

Envoy of the Stars @ 11:10 PM
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Sometimes When We Touch - Olivia Ong

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Some songs are not meant to be heard in the middle of the night, when the soul is most exposed.

Envoy of the Stars @ 7:02 AM
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Walk in the Woods

Monday, October 25, 2010


I walked into a glade of dreams

touched by untouched land

I waltzed around the temperate trees,

seasoned by seasons' hand

Beneath the conscious ripples,

enchant me no end

Envoy of the Stars @ 4:03 AM
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海洋天堂

Sunday, October 24, 2010

享用一人啃噬苹果的孤单

想着你把苹果切好的形状

我知道问候千篇一律

不定能地久天长

只好拿想念时间交换

习惯你拙于言辞的模样

忘不了的简单几句却让我心有不甘

让我于复杂中忘却艰难

关心不是用来观赏

一晃二十年风景

不变是你我相伴

这次离家远航

你点点头

看我扬帆

我不回头

怕你挥手太久

背影只剩下逞强

Envoy of the Stars @ 8:10 AM
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We aren't that different

Saturday, October 23, 2010

The pavement was still mildly slippery from the earlier showers and wisps of mist hung loosely in the air. I waved goodbye to the group of friends I just had dinner with, them mounting their bicycles, ready to head home in different directions. I looked around and she was the only one left behind, playing with her camera, capturing pictures of the surroundings that caught her interest, although I found the reason for that interest rather elusive.

"Taking the tram home too?" I walked over and asked, thinking it strange to just walk off knowing that she was probably doing just that.

"Yes. But I don't really know where's the nearest stop." She replied, putting the camera away slowly as my guess was proven.

"Well, shall we go then? I am going that way too. I will take you." I jutted my head in the direction in front of me. We proceeded in silence as the bitter coldness of the autumn night crept upon us.

"Do you mind I take a smoke?" She sounded a little uncertain, although she was already fishing out the cigarette box and the lighter in her jacket pocket.

"No, not at all. I have friends who smoke too. " I paused, before continuing, "It sure is cold out here." She expertly lit her cigarette and took a puff, her features softening in silent contentment almost instantaneously. It was like the cigarette flicked on an immediate switch that draped a certain facial expression over her face like a mask, as light and quiet as the first signs of daybreak.

She said, "When I first got here, I didn't know anyone at all. So I was wandering around, and I got a lot of help from the people here. They really are quite friendly."

"Must have been because they saw the look on your face when you were walking about. If it had been a guy like me, I doubt they will be as helpful, though."

She smiled, then said, "You said you went to Vienna at the dinner table just now right?"

"Yes, I did. And I heard you came from there. Really love your city."

"Well, the people won't be as friendly as those here."

The tram stop came into view just when I was almost worried that I had missed it. We made it to the platform just when it started to drizzle. Hastily, we both pulled our jackets closer around ourselves, the wind relentlessly weathering us down.

She blew out a cloud of smoke, looking down at her shoes, as though scrutinising for any specks of dust, but at the same time as though she was just staring blankly into space. I exhaled slowly, noticing the cloud of vapour escaping from my mouth, spiralling up in the air in front of me, meeting the cloud of smoke she puffed out as they passed from the boundary illuminated by the street light, into the all-inviting night sky. Glancing over from this distance, a thought flashed across my mind. "We aren't that different."

The image of her sniffing on a piece of tissue paper amidst the intermittent puffs of smoke seemed to be gradually blurring out of focus, dissolving along with the tram platform that she was standing on. It was this time when the tram screeched slowly to a halt in front of us and the sight of her making a movement to board jumped back into plain view.

"I am going that way to the metro. See you then." I said.

"Oh, ok. Bye."

The tram moved off, and I headed in the opposite direction, along the same stretch of tram line.

Envoy of the Stars @ 6:33 PM
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三人游

Friday, October 22, 2010

Envoy of the Stars @ 6:05 PM
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布鲁塞尔的车票

Saturday, October 16, 2010

从鹿特丹乘搭巴士大概两个多小时就抵达布鲁塞尔，下了车立即迎来一阵绵绵细雨。雨丝沾湿了夹克，却未浇熄想到处游走的心。

傍晚看了一场碰巧路过便进去观赏的交响演奏。在回宿舍的途中，我一时下错了站，出了圣卡特琳站（St Catherine)的闸门时，才发现这个站的闸门经过了整修后，不像其他站的虚设闸门那样能让人大剌剌地直接通过，而像是需要再打一次卡，自动式闸门才能打开。正当我因为不甘心车卡未满一小时使用时间就作废而在闸门外踌躇时，一名身材略高的金发女子本已通过闸门，见到我一副犹豫不决的样子，即问道：“怎么了？”我大略说了一下我的情况，从他口中确认了我的猜测后，她突然说：“哦！我身上有张多余的车卡，给你一张吧。”“不用了，我去自动售票处买可以了。”我有些不好意思。“不，这是我想做的。”她眼神十分坚定，本想继续推辞的我最后只说了声：“谢谢。”

进了闸门后，我和她谈了一阵子，发现她是在地铁站附近上班的一名社工。“所以我才有这些车票。”她眨了眨眼说。我和她略为客套了一下，过了两个站后我就下了地铁准备换车。

“很高兴认识你。”她说。“我也是。那么，晚安。”我和她握了握手，再次道别。

这么平凡的邂逅事件，我却觉得除了得到一张免费车票外，让我感到有些温馨的是在这个连麦当劳厕所都要收三角零钱的地方，还是有人愿意在行动上给予他人一些人文关怀。对一个处处节约的穷学生而言，这样的举动说不上感动，却十分的受用。

Envoy of the Stars @ 5:40 AM
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很旧的新闻

Monday, October 04, 2010

我是个普通的高中生，相貌平平，智商平平，上课时总是对着前方的空气发呆，下课就规矩地回家，也不是为了温书，只是很享受日常生活的平静。要不然就和几个朋友瞎逛到处混。这一切都那么的普通，直到一天早上级任老师戴着比平常严肃的表情，拖着比平常沉重的脚步走入教室，对大家宣布：同班同学王晓明突然过世，死因是坠楼身亡，并呼吁大家不要太过悲伤，不要让备考的心情太过受到影响，相信小明在天之灵也不会希望大家如此悲痛，并把这起事件当作一次人生历练看，懂得面对死亡。

看着大家沉默半晌后纷纷默然点头，我心里却在呐喊：“小明是坠楼身亡耶！这可不是什么意外吧，怎么能这么淡然就准备把他的存在给抹掉呢？还什么小明也不会希望大家怎样怎样。人都死了，会说什么话啊？跳楼自杀的他会讲这种话？还人生历练，简直莫名其妙。”

可是我环视四周，大家都已经开始在把课本拿出来准备上课，虽然动作比平常缓慢，但似乎已经接受消化了小明的死讯，就像是听到平常晨报的任何其他通告一样，略为进行资讯处理，就进入下一个活动阶段，一切很正常，我却越看越不平静。

休息时我问坐我周围的同学：“你们以前也有经历过班上同学去世的事情吗？”位莱看着我的眼神像是在说：怎么你还在说这个。埋头于便当盒的步馆抬起头说了声：“有啊。”就低头继续吃便当。宜施和旺季想了想，本来摇了摇头，身旁的力始连忙提醒他们说：“有啦。初中时的黄达铭不也是车祸不治吗？”两人这才恍然大悟般道：“对啊！真的有！”

“话说，王小明就这样走了。好可怜啊。”

“我们都很想念他。”

“他不是班主任吗？人超好，超和谐的。”

“ 是啊。还借过我橡皮擦。”

“帮过我抄笔记。”

“生病时把作业拿到我家里。”

“总是一个人静静坐在一边，好酷。”

“我们是不是该去吊丧啊？”

“好啊。”

“应该的。”

“ 不过... ...班主任他的家在哪里啊？”

“好像... ... 没有人知道。”

“怎么办？明天再说吧？”

“丧礼是几时？”

“ 好像是星期六。”

休息钟声在这时候响起，大家又再作鸟兽散。

隔天，级任老师提出推选新的班主任，在最大的欢呼声中，位莱被一致通过，当上新任班主任，并当下决定举办上任后第一项全体活动，也就是这个周末去郊游。当下在最大的欢呼声中，“全班”又再一致通过。位莱微笑看着大家，在走回座位经过我身旁时拍了拍我的肩，似乎要说：没事了。我依然对着前方的空气发呆。级任老师拍了拍手，说道：“好了。上课吧。”

Envoy of the Stars @ 11:12 PM
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丁噹 { 洋蔥 } MV官方高清完整版

可能是今天煮菜时切到洋葱，深夜又听到这首《洋葱》，觉得真的唱到有点一层一层剖开内心，呛鼻心酸的感觉。不说了。听，丁噹诠释的《洋葱》。

Envoy of the Stars @ 6:38 AM
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【田馥甄(Hebe)-To Hebe】02. To Hebe

Sunday, October 03, 2010

“终于来了。”认识我的人看到这首推荐曲可能会有这第一反应。是她。田馥甄。从学生时期的喜欢到淡然到喜欢到抽离到现在，很难说是什么样的感觉。我想至少不是那种对偶像的迷恋，更多的是对她作品和自身蜕变的欣赏。

听了她几首主打后，听到这首，当下就决定网购她的Cd，尽管多么不理智。我真的有斟酌过，最后还是败给了冲动。

Envoy of the Stars @ 5:31 AM
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