Dedication

Sunday, February 25, 2007

To all those who are feeling

lost,
melancholic,

or empty,



fret not.

for you are not alone.

Envoy of the Stars @ 3:06 AM
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Idealism

Rukia from Bleach

Sabre from Fate Stay Night

I know anime characters are fictitious but if you do see anyone that resembles them, please inform me. Haha I am kidding. Just feeling very bored and realised I have been writing about rather serious stuff all this while so this entry will be light. In any case, I have this that can keep me company for now.

For those who don't know, this is Stitch, one of my favourite characters from Disney. Cute right?By the way, if you do notice, then I must make a disclaimer: the bedsheets are not mine. I just wanted to find a background that matches when I took the picture. Cheers!

Envoy of the Stars @ 2:59 AM
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顺流逆流

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

上流:1. 上游 2. 旧社会指社会地位高的,如地主官僚阶级

下流:1. 下游 2. 旧时比喻卑下的地位 3. 卑鄙龌龊

中流:水流的中央

现代社会,常听人提到要做上流社会上流人,却原来早已不是现代词了,但说真的,弘一介草民,听到这种阶级主义的话语,实在也有些厌烦。下流在一般人心中,则多指不知廉耻,下三滥的人物。

真是的。流其实不过水流,下面流,上面流,水都未必介意,至少它也应该知道上面、下面、中间都需要自己的存在。人的悟性有时要比水来得低了,否则你都是听说有人观水流而悟大道,从来没听说水因看到人而感慨。

然则“流”于人心中复杂得多,流派、流行、流言, 上流下流更是有天壤之别,地位尊卑之分。更多人懂的也不外随波逐流。

既然这样,我宁可做个中流之士,难道没听说过“中流砥柱”吗?汉字真妙。

Envoy of the Stars @ 11:56 PM
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Pictorials














Or so they say.






But I am still climbing from where I last left, up and up



to nowhere.

Life is a balance.
But look,






even a see-saw is tilted to one side.



I just want to







shut away at times.






But we can't just live in ignorance, or fear.

"Make the choice. Before it makes you."
Understood.

Envoy of the Stars @ 12:35 AM
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今“昔”是何年

Saturday, February 17, 2007

又一个农历年。去看了外公后,才发现我真的很久没去看过他了。虽然我们总是处于一种即使近在眼前,仍然像是隔得好远,但看着他时,仿佛可以就这样看很久。以前过年总是很热闹,但近年相比之下冷清多了,对于过年也没抱着以往那么强烈的兴奋之情。

看了《门徒》,的确很发人深省,也有警世作用。最抢戏的不是三个帅哥,而是张静初和其中一个小女孩演员。张的演技很好,把吸毒者的心理矛盾和近乎绝望的无奈发挥得淋漓尽致,引人注目得很。名字也取得不错,“重重帘幕密遮灯,风不定,人初静,明日落红应满径”(张先《天仙子》)是的,人是有选择的。

过年忌讳:

年年有余-军中最痛恨的就是extra duty,这个“余”字当然是人人避之唯恐不及。所以听到年年有余,不抓来扁才怪。

”有关的贺词:虽然这有点难,毕竟猪年将至,但这绝不是为了免犯太岁,而是去年狗年,我和周围同道都觉得自身像狗一样,所谓的"whacked like dogs",有甚者觉得自己连狗都不如,今年又是送狗迎猪,我和身边的猪朋狗友可不要搞不好,真的闹个猪狗不如了。

不管怎样,新年快乐!

Envoy of the Stars @ 10:43 PM
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2.14

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

落红何奈水流急

道是多情却无情

月下佳人

楼外双影

声渐悄、笑入云

静夜风平人初静


As much as I think Valentine's Day is overrated, I should say I am at least thankful to be given one night of rest at home. So while couples are outside celebrating with what some have prepared for who-knows-how-long, I am just enjoying a peaceful, quiet evening, after a few hectic days of work.

Thanks to all those who sent your messages to tell me I am not forgotten as a friend. It made 14 Feb special. Yeah it's 14 Feb, just another day off the calendar, but marked as a cheerful day at the very least. To all who found your other half, treasure and accomodate, to other "empty windows" out there, we can always sit by the window and enjoy the scenery outside. Haha.

Envoy of the Stars @ 9:26 PM
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恋.歌

Sunday, February 11, 2007

最近,被女声深深吸引了。对,是声,不是生,指的自然是一众女歌手的歌曲。

张韶涵的《不痛》

许慧欣《威尼斯迷路》

周蕙《该忘了你对不对》

刘若英《生日快乐》

周笔畅《谁动了我的琴弦》、《别爱我想个朋友》

何韵诗《伤城秘密》

歌可以很俗,可以很雅,但最好的应该就是雅俗共赏,“乐而不淫,哀而不伤”。听听着几首歌,意境还蛮维美的。糟,着迷了。

Envoy of the Stars @ 1:23 PM
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Sunday, February 04, 2007

有人说双子座就是那么难以理解的双面人,若即若离,冷热参半,喜怒无常,思想精确而矛盾。我想这多少是有理由的。

其实汉字很妙,“双”本就是两个“又”的组合;又要这个,又要那个。

所以才更要懂得取舍。

Envoy of the Stars @ 4:32 PM
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逍遥仙

Saturday, February 03, 2007

李白诗摘

“天上白玉京,五楼十二城
仙人拂我顶,结发受长生

我昔东海上,劳山餐紫霞。
亲见安其公,食枣大如瓜。
中年谒汉主,不惬还归家。
朱颜谢春晖,白发见生涯。
所期就金液,飞步登云车。
愿随夫子天坛上,闲与仙人扫落花。”

喜欢李白的诗,其实喜欢很久了。那就像暗恋一个永远捉摸不定,无法了解的女子一样,又像是带着一定尊敬站在远处欣赏一幅美景。就是喜欢他的作品给予的遐想空间,还有洒脱超然的感悟。对不起,我就是个偶尔向往活在幻影中的人。

Envoy of the Stars @ 1:04 AM
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