HCYC

Sunday, August 30, 2009

其实每个人可能都知道要做些什么，只是都在等。于是，就这么等了又等。

别说“爱爱爱”，爱要趁现在。

Make the past a present.

Calling out to all who shared the common memories. Membership fee: $30. For more details, please contact me. Thanks!

Envoy of the Stars @ 9:52 PM
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原声带

Monday, August 24, 2009

刚吃完的鱼圆面有点干，但为荷包着想的喉咙却勉强接受了。鼻中弥漫着那诱人的咖啡香，理智的缰绳却勒紧了想续杯的意念。耳畔这时却传来正好能将注意力分散的一阵低吟，听起来像是《爱我别走》，只是有些叫人不舒服。眼角很自然地瞥到了那位完全陶醉在自己的音乐世界的仁兄。只见他在人来人往的学校食堂却一副旁若无人的样子，完全不管身在何处。对于这样的人，脑中会闪过“羡慕”的念头，持续个三秒，对他无私的表演欲聊表几分礼貌性的肯定。只是双脚却选择毫不做作地移动，临走前那歌声似乎被什么不存在的欢呼声鼓舞着，越来越大。对，正是副歌... ...

掀开手机盖，看着荧幕上显示着的简讯劈头一句：“爱情是要努力去争取的对吗？”又一个为情所困的心声。只是觉得很好笑。并不是对发送人的嘲笑，而是想象着那个人说着这句话的表情，实在也太有娱乐性，尽管再怎么发自肺腑的认真。不自觉地突然想起在走廊上擦肩而过的那个女生。

“今天她的妆好像有点浓，眉毛画得不错。看起来好开心。”

闭上眼睛，决定把昨天刚追完偶像剧里的美轮美奂，好好埋葬。

Envoy of the Stars @ 10:55 PM
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变脸

Sunday, August 16, 2009

她静静地坐在河岸边的石椅上，选择了街灯恰巧照得到的地方，接着拿出一台拥有摄像功能的手机。就这样对着手机搔首弄姿，闪光灯一瞬即逝，静了几秒，又复闪过。大约过了五分钟后，她拨了拨那头淡褐色的头发，换了个姿势，似乎整顿好了，又开始另一轮自拍。

这时先前坐在她旁边另一张石椅上的马来女子已换了一个洋人，本是吹着风凝视着河水的，过了一阵子也留意到女子的动作，偷偷瞥了她几眼，饶有兴味地窥探着。

她确实那么的心无旁骛。在闪光灯亮起前，脸部肌肉各尽其职地堆出一张标准的笑脸；快门按下后，笑容的弧度和闪光灯一道消逝。她仍旧没有闲下来，不停地忙着，不停地变脸。



都市恐慌症三部曲之二

继9/4/07《死神也爱吃苹果》之后

Envoy of the Stars @ 10:48 PM
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Endless Summer

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Summer holidays has drawn to a closure, and with it three months of autonomy and frolicking as well. It is probably on hindsight that we gain new insights.. or maybe, it just made me realise that I wasn't squandering away my time or bypassing each day without any recollections of what I did.

And so, when I sat down and thought it out,

I actually went to the beach and got myself tanned, although that was definitely not my plan

I scaled a mountain, with a load of other people...

Made up for my absence in freshmen-related programmes by helping out in one meant for another cohort.


Celebrated birthdays.
and my own as well...

Visited a teacher who owns a farm...

Sat on the stands of the padang laughing my head out at nothing with a bunch of similarly light-headed individuals.

Indeed, I should say my summer holidays were reasonably eventful. Maybe just short of a bit of fireworks...

but I create my light of hope, and prays it shines over those around me too.

Envoy of the Stars @ 12:06 AM
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心里自测

Sunday, August 02, 2009

“ 感情上，你感性得近乎天真。

你的伴侣容易因为欲求不满和你的理想主义而觉得你有许多不足之处，并选择离开你。”
他不发一语，嘴角挤出一丝有些勉强的不屑，快速地移动滑鼠，把心理测试结果的网页关掉，心中满是“真无聊”的念头。

接着，就迎来了一天的心神不宁。

Envoy of the Stars @ 11:40 PM
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