Christmas 可以不 lonely
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
圣诞夜。地下铁。
好不容易找到位子坐下。列车上人不多。原来他们说得对：圣诞还是平静地过。或许，都市的人们在学着寂寞。
无奈这揣测被车厢的簌簌冷风推翻了。
左手边一个二十来岁华族女子倚靠在一个马来男子肩上，两人尽情在表现暧昧，沉醉在两人的世界里。或许他们沉醉，我清醒，所以他们的快乐，就这样建筑在我的痛苦上。尝试懒得去管，对面的那面镜子又像是故意让我受罪似的。不知是我的错觉还是灯光角度，镜子中的那个我嘴角竟浮现一丝残酷的讥笑。
右手边的乘客相比之下可爱多了。几个阿婆正聊得不亦乐乎。慢慢的，几个老人家轮流下车，每当有人下车时，车厢内都会响起一片“晚安”、“再见”声。渐渐的，声音变小了，直到没有。
同样的干扰，不同的是感觉。
后来我左边与右边都没有人了。我突然将孤独紧紧抱住。
不知是我的错觉还是灯光角度，镜子中的那个我嘴角竟仍含着微笑。
圣诞夜。地下铁。
Envoy of the Stars @ 6:28 PM
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