说说而已
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
天气没特别差，日子没特别难过。郁结在心里的一股烦闷，却像是外观看似雄挺巍然的老树的一样，乍看是横枝虬突，回过神来却已然盘根错节。总是如此小心翼翼，不让一些莫名其妙的郁卒趁虚而入，不管是触景伤情，还是睹物思人所撩拨的一些感伤，使多愁善感像来历不明的感冒突袭而来。都说是过去，但却依然活跃于现在。或许是种庸人自扰的嘲讽，边走边收拾着这种记忆辎重，脚步似乎比以往的沉。
在阳光的烘托下，一幢幢高楼是如此立体地映入眼帘，路旁的树木似乎翠绿得有些不真实，寂寥却被照得更明显了。在嘈杂声中那寻找着认同的声音、曝光过度的那一张张好像为了些什么绽放的笑脸，在这眼熟却又不尽相识的世界被投射得如此耀眼。光也是从这个角度才开始腐朽的吧。好刺眼、让人厌恶的明亮。
回到家中，喝了第二杯咖啡，默默地对着钢琴，却听着它清亮地道出了许多不确定，眼前黑白键重叠、模糊得只剩下空百键。那漂浮在空中的余韵，一如似乎预示着什么但最后却残忍地无疾而终的未完结剧情，把玩着人们心中油然生出的期许，然后冷漠地无视、背弃、消散、淡忘。只是有些东西忘得太淡，就等于没忘，不是不够干净，而是尘埃本就扫不清，揩不完。
Envoy of the Stars @ 2:51 AM
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